Saturday 24 July 2010

End of an era




















Here's a question. Is it really dorky to cry when watching The Hills? I watched the last episode (ever) a couple of days ago and couldn't help getting really choked up. Me and one of my old housemates in Dubai used to be crazy about the show and whenever I was having a Lost in Translation moment, I used to really look forward to watching The Hills as a small dose of normality (and that's really saying something! lol).

So I watched the after show party the next day and they showed this clip of Heidi from the first season - back when she still had her own face. She was prancing around like a ballerina and saying that she hoped to become a fun, LA, PR party girl. And then it cut to a clip where she said she felt like her life was about to change in a big way but she didn't know how yet. Little did she know her life was about to spiral out of control - that she'd lose all of her friends, stop talking to her family, be hated by the press and eventually feel so uncomfortable in her own skin that she felt the need to become a different person and completely remould her face... Well as they were playing this clip of her looking so young and hopeful, they showed her estranged sister balling her eyes out as she watched the clip and wow, I got so choked up again! lol

I've also just finished writing a feature about the closure of Berlin's squat-turned art house Tacheles which also marks a real end of an era so I think that's why it was super sad watching the end of The Hills! lol. Yes I'm a dork! ;)

I'll post a link to my Tacheles story when it goes online! :)



I love this version of Unwritten:


Wednesday 7 July 2010

Magic of Mauerpark

There's a park in Berlin called Mauerpark (wall park) that used to be a patch of no man's land when the Berlin wall still stood (the death strip actually).

Every Sunday it takes on a real Glastonbury type of festival atmosphere with flea markets, drummers, dancers... and of course the infamous open air karaoke - now a Berlin institution. Even in winter when it's freezing cold outside, you can warm yourself with a gluhwein and a hot pancake and enjoy the market and buskers.

When I was last in Berlin, there was news that some apartment blocks were going to be built there - and people were organising big demonstrations to save their favourite park.

Anyway, here are a couple of clips I found on youtube that help give an idea of the atmosphere here - and gave me a giggle at the same time!

This guy really made me laugh:


Check out the guy on the right:


Michael Jackson lives on:


Karaoke documentary:


Music making:


Drummers:


Mauerpark stands as another example of my whole 'kids are out to play' theory I wrote about in my last post. It's so nice to see how something as sinister as the Berlin wall death strip can be transformed into such a celebration of life! :)

Berlin here and now



I discovered a really interesting blog a couple of days ago called the Berlin Memory Blog that captures places around the city and gives a snapshot of that place in time.

I always say that Berlin has a real vibe like the parents are away and the kids are out to play - the street festivals, graffiti art, and the general easygoing happy atmosphere. A lot of people also say that Berlin today is a lot like New York of the 80s.

Anyway, this blogger talks about how years down the line today's Berlin will be remembered for the mass influx of creativity, "like Vienna in 1905, New York in the fifties, and Paris in the sixties".

As a journalist in Berlin, I've been gathering interviews with interesting and very normal people who have lived through incredible things and live to tell the tale. It seems pretty unbelievable that there are still people wandering around who have lived through both fascism and communism and experienced extraordinary hardships but still remain to tell their stories...

I interviewed a guy who gives tours of the former stasi prison Hoenschonhausen. As a former prisoner he described being snatched off the street and bundled into a fresh fish van. Inside the van - which turned out to be a disguised stasi police van - he was driven around for hours until he was fully disorientated and taken to the notorious secret prison. His crime? An application for a travel permit.

"We've lived through two dictatorships in the past few years," he told me. "Communism and fascism... and I think that's quite enough now," he said.

Going further back in time, I am reminded of an old guy in his 90s who I met on a trip out to the former east Germany with my parents. He lived near to my granddad's old house and invited us in for coffee. Shaking his head he told us about the terrible aches and pains he had when he came back from the war - as if the war ended only last month.

I kind of wanted to run up to him and say, 'but darling, the war ended a long, long time ago. You are safe now and everything is going to be okay'. It just felt like such a bizarre experience to meet someone who was talking about the second world war like it happened just a few days ago - and for people who lived through such an ordeal, I guess it could well feel that way.

Well with all these people walking around who have experienced such hardships, you can well and truly realise why Berlin has such a jubilant 'we're free at last!' kind of atmosphere. It's taken a century of struggle but democracy finally rules the roost.

Anyway, here's a link to The Berlin Memory Blog.

This is how he describes his blog:

The beginning of the 21st Century in Berlin may well be remembered for its outpouring of creativity –like Vienna in 1905, New York in the fifties, and Paris in the sixties. The years following the destruction of the Berlin Wall were times of jubilation, the beginning of great urban projects to bring the divided city together.

Creative youth from around the world are arriving en masse to a city that seems to be constantly changing. The feeling that nothing is fixed, that everything could be different tomorrow, brings with it a sense of freedom. The claustrophobia of the European museum city, with its social codes and bourgeois expectations, is largely absent here for those who have already defeated that narrowing of perspective in their own heads.

It may be that the stability of those expectations was thoroughly dislodged, during the years of National Socialism, WW2 destruction, and Cold War division. Like with Benjamin's Angel of History, it is the accumulation of detritus from the past, a world destroyed by a 'wind from paradise', that propels us ever more into the future. We cannot help but stare with embarassment, disgust and amazement at all that was lost. And from that loss, there is also the possibility, and necessity, of creative renewal.

This blog is about places in Berlin that record what has been lost, and gained.

Tuesday 6 July 2010

Nightswimming

Okay, nothing to do with Berlin, other than by essence (they love outdoor swimming in Germany... and there's lots of moonlight - every night in fact! lol) but I just heard this song again (LOVE it!) and felt like I had to post it! :)

September's coming soon
I'm pining for the moon
And what if there were two
Side by side in orbit
Around the fairest sun?

Nightswimming deserves a quiet night
I'm not sure all these people understand
It's not like years ago,
The fear of getting caught,
Of recklessness and water
They cannot see me naked
These things, they go away,
Replaced by everyday

You, I thought I knew you
You, I cannot judge
You, I thought you knew me,
This one laughing quietly underneath my breath
Nightswimming

Sunday 4 July 2010

Fooball fever!!















Well the world cup is upon us and Germany are whoop, whoop, whooping their way to football glory! I'm a little bit gutted that I'm not in Berlin right now as I imagine the atmosphere on the street is amaaazing!

A couple of years before I moved to Berlin, I visited during Euro season and the whole football fever atmosphere was one of the things that really made me fall in love with the place.

I'll set the scene: It's a sunny, happy day and inner city Berliners have moved outside to soak up the sunshine and revel in the 'Berlin in the summertime carnival atmosphere'. People are sitting on the pavements outside their apartment blocks in deckchairs, sipping on beer and licking an ice cream. The big game will start later in the evening and someone has the bright idea to move their TV set out onto the pavement so that everyone can enjoy the game together.

They bring out a fogey old 1970s TV set and link it up with an extension cable hanging from a window above. When the game begins, things really start to get good. Initially it's a group of friends gathered with a box of beer, but it's not long before a crowd gathers. People cycling pass suddenly stop in their tracks transfixed at the little TV set. An old man wanders past and is heartily welcomed into the group. Soon random strangers are the best of buddies, all united out in the street over a football match and a fogey old TV set.

Who needs high tech sports bars when you can have a happy street festival in Berlin?

Well that was my memory of Euro2008 anyway (Hmmm, probably got the year wrong there but hey ho...)... Seeing as I'm not in Berlin right now I thought I'd borrow a couple of Facebook comments from a few of my friends on the street! :)

"Berlin is exploding with joy over World Cup win, flags & fireworks & costumes & honking everywhere. Then antifa march and riot police by my apartment..."

"Berlin is going crazy. Fireworks, cars honking, people riding on mopeds with giant 3 meter flags. It's been going on for over an hour now. (Oh, of course in my neighborhood, an anti-fascist/anti-football march with riot police.)"

"As soon as there's a football game featuring Germany, the whole country goes silent. except for during/after the goals/near-goals, but it's still quite nice."

"In case anyone is counting, Germany has scored 4 goals and their opponents zero ever since they became the object of my undivided fan attention. You're welcome...:)"

"Großartig, Deutschland!"

Sooo, semifinals here we come!! I'll be keeping my fingers crossed! :)